Friday, January 14, 2005

acha cha cha cha...

update on me:

got a job. yay.
found new music friends. yay.
keeping busy this weekend doing lots of fun stuff. yay.
taking acting 101. so fun. yay.
getting so much stuff done. yay.
getting back on track and staying strong. yay.


i wanna be stronger. i've been through a lot this past quarter, and i wanna start over. i wanna be a stronger woman, in addition to being more responsible. i have a lot of dreams and goals. geez i sound so cheesy... but it's true.

i watched closer the other day and it really made me hate love and relationships. it made me disgusted at people like that.. and even life sometimes.

there is just so much on my mind right now... a lot of hope, and a lot of wishes... a lot of frustration and anger.. some sadness even. if i wrote it all out, it'd probably make you barf because its so cliche and cheesy... or it'll make you wanna shoot someone.

i feel all these things... but at the same time.. i feel nothing. does that make sense?

anyway. i need a hug. no i don't. yes i do. forget it.

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