Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It’s not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me
Cos I’d already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn’t make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I’ve tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don’t ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me
Cos I’d already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn’t make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Sunday, January 30, 2005
miscellaneous.
actions speak louder than words.
what if we had no more words to tell each other how we felt about each other?
what would you do then?
how would you show me?
love is a verb.
what if we had no more words to tell each other how we felt about each other?
what would you do then?
how would you show me?
love is a verb.
Sunday, January 23, 2005
home
back from the retreat.
definitely a lot on my mind.
i'm a little more relaxed, a little more rejuvenated, and a lot more motivated.
found again a newfound Strength. does that make sense?
time to clean up my mess and get my life back together.
discipline.
definitely a lot on my mind.
i'm a little more relaxed, a little more rejuvenated, and a lot more motivated.
found again a newfound Strength. does that make sense?
time to clean up my mess and get my life back together.
discipline.
Friday, January 21, 2005
drunken madness
no not me. i haven't been drinking at all...
but apparently someone else might have been.
i don't understand you
stop messing with my mind
it's done, it's over
i've left it all behind
i won't be swayed, i won't be bent
no matter what you say
you were never anything good to me
so please just stay away
but apparently someone else might have been.
i don't understand you
stop messing with my mind
it's done, it's over
i've left it all behind
i won't be swayed, i won't be bent
no matter what you say
you were never anything good to me
so please just stay away
massage heaven.
gosh i haven't had a good massage in FOREVER. my buddy ol pal gave me one today and i returned the favor, but MAN OH MAN...
i feel like a noodle!
i need one of those EVERYDAY!
sign me up.
i think if we all had one at least once or twice a month, we'd be a lot more relaxed.
thanks buddy!
i feel like a noodle!
i need one of those EVERYDAY!
sign me up.
i think if we all had one at least once or twice a month, we'd be a lot more relaxed.
thanks buddy!
Thursday, January 20, 2005
nap d fans
have fun with these... my awesome sister found em for me.
napoleon dynamite soundboards...
http://conversationswithmyself.com/content/nd_board
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/ndsound.php
napoleon dynamite soundboards...
http://conversationswithmyself.com/content/nd_board
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/ndsound.php
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
support
i had no idea i had so much support.
thank you to everyone who gives me love and joy.
i am so blessed with so many wonderful things in life that there's really no time to be wasting time crying.
crying about things is another way of being an ingrate for the great things with which you are so graciously bestowed.
there's so many things to be thankful for!!
thank you to everyone who gives me love and joy.
i am so blessed with so many wonderful things in life that there's really no time to be wasting time crying.
crying about things is another way of being an ingrate for the great things with which you are so graciously bestowed.
there's so many things to be thankful for!!
love song suicide.
damien rice - the blower's daughter
imogen heap - goodnight and go
the carpenters - you
jann arden - you don't know me
elliott smith - twilight
jane monheit - blame it on my youth
jason mraz - absolutely zero
more to come...
imogen heap - goodnight and go
the carpenters - you
jann arden - you don't know me
elliott smith - twilight
jane monheit - blame it on my youth
jason mraz - absolutely zero
more to come...
empty kitchen
moved out of my second home.
sad... but simultaneously liberating.
used to keep my stuff there just so i had a reason to come back.
now, there's nothing.
said goodbye to the place that was so familiar.
i'm ready for a new chapter in my life.
sad... but simultaneously liberating.
used to keep my stuff there just so i had a reason to come back.
now, there's nothing.
said goodbye to the place that was so familiar.
i'm ready for a new chapter in my life.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
hugs
sometimes we take for granted how good it feels to be held.
i could really use a hug from someone who loves me.
i wanna go home.
i miss my dad.
i'm a sad girl right now.
i could really use a hug from someone who loves me.
i wanna go home.
i miss my dad.
i'm a sad girl right now.
Monday, January 17, 2005
garden state
i just watched garden state by myself.
i like watching movies by myself. it's nice.
anyway, i liked it... but hated it! why do i watch those kinds of movies by myself? it's like love suicide.
oh, love... such a funny thing.
i like watching movies by myself. it's nice.
anyway, i liked it... but hated it! why do i watch those kinds of movies by myself? it's like love suicide.
oh, love... such a funny thing.
today my earth shook
10 years ago at 4:31 am.
shields up
you can't hurt me anymore
sponge bob says... it's the best day ever!
first day of work tomorrow from 7:45am to 2pm...
sleep!
shields up
you can't hurt me anymore
sponge bob says... it's the best day ever!
first day of work tomorrow from 7:45am to 2pm...
sleep!
Sunday, January 16, 2005
girl, i got yo back!
and you for sure got mine!
nowie, my sista friend!
we had an awesome day today.
woke up at 12 pm, got ready and went to see Fucking A (a graduate production at school).
had an intense intermission -- only you know what i'm talking about.
drove to freakin yucaipa all the way in san bernardino to have a hella awkward dinner with your homie and his parents... that was fun for sure. ha.
drove back to sd to party again at kat's house and tore up the dance floor.
geez... nonstop fun.
i love you!
to my other sister, nini... thanks for the quote. i love you!
Marianne Williamson - Our Deepest Fear is that We Are Powerful Beyond Measure
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Marianne Williamson
in Return to Love
Often mistakenly attributed to Nelson Mandela
nowie, my sista friend!
we had an awesome day today.
woke up at 12 pm, got ready and went to see Fucking A (a graduate production at school).
had an intense intermission -- only you know what i'm talking about.
drove to freakin yucaipa all the way in san bernardino to have a hella awkward dinner with your homie and his parents... that was fun for sure. ha.
drove back to sd to party again at kat's house and tore up the dance floor.
geez... nonstop fun.
i love you!
to my other sister, nini... thanks for the quote. i love you!
Marianne Williamson - Our Deepest Fear is that We Are Powerful Beyond Measure
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Marianne Williamson
in Return to Love
Often mistakenly attributed to Nelson Mandela
Saturday, January 15, 2005
dream 1-15
last night my dream was hella crazy... so much stuff happened, but the part i remember the most is a building blowing up the my two younger sisters and younger cousin were in. my mom, dad, and i got out before the building blew up, but they didn't. there was a whole that was barely big enough for them to get out of, so i had to tear the wall open and let them out to save them. it was crazy!
then my dad told me to follow him because we were going to sit on top of our van like we used to and watch the rose parade. i didn't quite see him cuz he was so far in the distance. dang i hella miss him.
me, nowie, and dana went to two parties last night. we had HELLA fun dancing and came back at like 4 in the morning. today we're going to see a play called fucking a and then going to san bernardino to visit some friends. then we're coming back to go to another party. dang i forgot how fun kp parties were.
well anyway... that's all for now.
and yes, it is easier to be bitter sometimes... especially after what you did.
then my dad told me to follow him because we were going to sit on top of our van like we used to and watch the rose parade. i didn't quite see him cuz he was so far in the distance. dang i hella miss him.
me, nowie, and dana went to two parties last night. we had HELLA fun dancing and came back at like 4 in the morning. today we're going to see a play called fucking a and then going to san bernardino to visit some friends. then we're coming back to go to another party. dang i forgot how fun kp parties were.
well anyway... that's all for now.
and yes, it is easier to be bitter sometimes... especially after what you did.
Friday, January 14, 2005
empty words
words... they're just empty words
when will you be man enough
to show me the meaning of your
empty words
you've done nothing but bad
so just stop, you were never ahead
it's making me sick, really
cuz your actions clash with your
empty words
yes they're beautiful
but if only there was substance
behind the seemingly pure
i hunger for their honesty, but they're just
empty words
when will you be man enough
to show me the meaning of your
empty words
you've done nothing but bad
so just stop, you were never ahead
it's making me sick, really
cuz your actions clash with your
empty words
yes they're beautiful
but if only there was substance
behind the seemingly pure
i hunger for their honesty, but they're just
empty words
acha cha cha cha...
update on me:
got a job. yay.
found new music friends. yay.
keeping busy this weekend doing lots of fun stuff. yay.
taking acting 101. so fun. yay.
getting so much stuff done. yay.
getting back on track and staying strong. yay.
i wanna be stronger. i've been through a lot this past quarter, and i wanna start over. i wanna be a stronger woman, in addition to being more responsible. i have a lot of dreams and goals. geez i sound so cheesy... but it's true.
i watched closer the other day and it really made me hate love and relationships. it made me disgusted at people like that.. and even life sometimes.
there is just so much on my mind right now... a lot of hope, and a lot of wishes... a lot of frustration and anger.. some sadness even. if i wrote it all out, it'd probably make you barf because its so cliche and cheesy... or it'll make you wanna shoot someone.
i feel all these things... but at the same time.. i feel nothing. does that make sense?
anyway. i need a hug. no i don't. yes i do. forget it.
got a job. yay.
found new music friends. yay.
keeping busy this weekend doing lots of fun stuff. yay.
taking acting 101. so fun. yay.
getting so much stuff done. yay.
getting back on track and staying strong. yay.
i wanna be stronger. i've been through a lot this past quarter, and i wanna start over. i wanna be a stronger woman, in addition to being more responsible. i have a lot of dreams and goals. geez i sound so cheesy... but it's true.
i watched closer the other day and it really made me hate love and relationships. it made me disgusted at people like that.. and even life sometimes.
there is just so much on my mind right now... a lot of hope, and a lot of wishes... a lot of frustration and anger.. some sadness even. if i wrote it all out, it'd probably make you barf because its so cliche and cheesy... or it'll make you wanna shoot someone.
i feel all these things... but at the same time.. i feel nothing. does that make sense?
anyway. i need a hug. no i don't. yes i do. forget it.
Monday, January 10, 2005
less is more
less...
country
john mayer
koalas
dane cook
mitch hedberg
L & L
daphne's
ice cream
crying
more...
snowboarding
running
eating healthy
studying
going to class
reading
sleeping early
country
john mayer
koalas
dane cook
mitch hedberg
L & L
daphne's
ice cream
crying
more...
snowboarding
running
eating healthy
studying
going to class
reading
sleeping early
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