Monday, March 15, 2004

Today's Theme Song: Enough by Chris Tomlin

All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough

You are my supply
My breath of life
And still more awesome than I know
You are my reward
worth living for
And still more awesome than I know

All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough

You’re my sacrifice
Of greatest price
And still more awesome than I know
You’re my coming King
You are everything
And still more awesome than I know

More than all I want
More than all I need
You are more than enough for me
More than all I know
More than all I can say
You are more than enough for me

Sunday, March 14, 2004

Where do I begin?

My heavenly Father,

I am overwhelmed with thoughts and feelings... with burdens and desires. I'm sitting here in my room thinking about you and how you've been working in my life. I'm overwhelmed. You consistently amaze me.

Lord you are AWESOME. These past few days and weeks have been such an experience. You are evident in my life. I see you in the people around me, in the places I go, and in the daily activities I experience. You are here. I wish I could begin to describe you in words... but as I search for the words, I'm left speechless. I have so many things to say that it overwhelms me and I can't seem to put it down in mere words, but i'll try anyway.. God you are:

Faithful
Perfect
Sovereign
Love
Forgiving
Merciful
Gracious
More than enough

Today I woke up at 6 am to drive back to San Diego from Glendale. On the way I prayed that you would bless today and dedicated it to you. You certainly did more than bless me. I brought Thomas and Jeremy to church. I did not know what you were going to do in their hearts today. It was more than I expected. Today they received you into their hearts. I praise you for that. My brothers will be in heaven with us one day.

Today you restored a broken fellowship. Matthew 5:23-24 says, "Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift." Before I can worship you, you ask that I reconcile with my brother. I asked for guidance and you CLEARLY gave it. The words "thank you" don't seem to suffice in my attempt to express my gratitude to you. You gave me peace, you gave me courage, you gave me strength, you gave me love. You gave him peace, you gave him forgiveness, you gave him love. We will serve you now as one in the body of Christ... no longer separated by sin or a grudge. Thank you thank you thank you. Use me now Lord more than you've ever used me before.

Jesus, I love you. I love you.

Your incredibly grateful, undeserving daughter,

Zandi

Friday, March 05, 2004

Good times with EmBeeZiuM... and Ray and Jerome!

-late night laundry
-feet/pillow fight
-anger!
-Guys? Roomies? Spartans forever?
-love... and forgiveness
-muzack
-MARK MEJIA!! JAKE!!
-rubber ducky PJs and huge Warriors sweatshirt
-late night SavOn's and Kinko's
-hyperactive cheerleaders
-oh hello Sun!!!
-AAAAHHHH! Turn the ugly alarm off!
-Oh hello phone!! Oh hello vibrating phone!
-10 more minutes Mom!

*tear*... I love EmBeeZium! And Ray and Jerome too... we love Jesus!!