Time of the Month

ha. it's that time of the month again. woop dee doo. the other day i had a really bad pms headache. so annoying. i was being really biatchy too. i've passed the pre part of pms.. and now i have the wonderful symptoms that every woman experiences once a month including bloating, and backaches. yay.

on top of that... i'm so confused. i can't really say about what, but if you've talked to me recently... you know what about. i feel so high school. i'm going crazy! if only somebody would make up his/her mind.

in the meantime, i'm being the best ra i can be... trying to be around as much as possible, while still maintaining a social life.

right now... i'm listening to the Shark Tale soundtrack. VERY COOL. Thanks Markie. I got a bunch of music from him recently -- including the following:

1. Shark Tale soundtrack
2. Rachael Lampa (yesssssssssssssssss!)
3. The Best of Jackson 5
4. Musiq Soulchild - Soulstar

yay!

can't wait to go Cruisin'.

zeefers and jeefers 

nowie and me 

Sistas

This blog is dedicated to two girls in my life that have really been huge blessings to me -- Anjana (aka Jeefers, G, Anj) and Nowie (aka Bien).

Anjana - Thank you for always loving me despite all my mistakes. Thank you for saying you're happy for me, even when you know that maybe I'm going about my happiness the wrong way. Thank you for being there for me when I realize later that I was wrong... and for not saying, "I told you so." Thank you that whenever we pick up the phone after a while, we can start right back where we left off-- even if its been months. Thank you for being such a blessing and a source of joy in my life. Thank you for all our wonderful memories in high school... and college too. Thank you for all our inside jokes. You trip, I trip, right? I love you!

Nowie - Thank you for being my sister here in San Diego. I prayed really hard my first year that God would send me someone to confide in and be accountable to. Thank you for accepting me in spite of all my weaknesses and faults... and numerous, repeated mistakes. Thank you for all our bonding times late at night when we would get close to no sleep because we were too busy making tsismis. Thank you for praying for me and being concerned about my spiritual walk. Thank you for being my shopping buddy, prayer partner, and boy crazy/hater person with me. Even though sometimes we lose touch... God somehow brings us back again-- and I know that isn't an accident or a coincidence. I love you!

Love.

By Musiq Soulchild

Verse 1:
Love
So many things I've got to tell you
But I'm afraid I don't know how
Cause there's a possibility
You'll look at me differently
Love
Ever since the first moment I spoke your name
From then on I knew that by you being in my life
Things were destined to change cause......

Hook:
Love
So many people use your name in vain
Love
Those who faith in you sometimes go astray
Love
Through all the ups and downs the joy and hurt
Love
For better or worse I still will choose you first

Verse 2:
Many days I've longed for you
Wanting you
Hoping for the chance to get to know you
Longing for your kiss
For your kiss, for your touch, for your essence (your beautiful essence)
Many nights I've cried from the things you do
Felt like I could die from the thought of losing you
I know that you're real
With no doubt or no fears Or no questions

Hook: At first you didn't mean that much to me
But now I know that you're all I need
The world looks so brand new to me
Now that I found love
Everyday I live for you
And everything that I do I do it for you
What I say is how I feel so believe it's true
You got to know I'm true, love

**originally written as LORD in place of LOVE. sweeeet.